a friend's basement show I had a really good time

I'm painting my phone taking it apart
I will post pictures on how to take it apart and how to paint it
hopefully it turns out good if not you'll see a failure right before your eyes


I think I'm going to kiss this tattooing business goodbye, dude hasn't replied but has read my email

ever feel cheated, you know that feeling that sits in your stomach, that feeling when you knew something was up, you couldn't put your finger on it and then it hits you, hits you when you don't even expect it.
You think you can trust someone but fuck you can't trust anyone out there, I feel completely robbed... I don't know what to do or say I'm in shock
shit just blew up in my face in a matter of minutes
I don't trust anyone anymore, that's the sad part

well I've grown to hate photo labs
but here's a pile of a few pictures I took I haven't had the chance to develop them in a long time they've been sitting around and what not but here's a few that I really liked enjoy

so today I went out and bought some socks and junk, and I went to this guitar store and I found this, I want it it's gay hahahah and it would be sooo funny to own that guitar, it's a fender I forget what kind
I bought a cappo well it doesn't look like that it's a bit cheaper version of that
but whatever I'm gonna learn to play more chords and play them in higher tune.
today was my day off and now I'm just chillin, my friend ashley is supposed to come visit me with in two months I'm quite excited about that
besides all that I've been having a good time, work is good, but I feel like I need to earn more money, so I'm taking up a second job.... :S I just want money to save for mexico I feel like i could get a better paying job I dunno I'm thinking of applying at the post office just to see if I get the job...
wouldn't kill right? I sure hope not

on the weekend I went to my friend jesse's place we played risk and xbox360 till 5 in the morning on friday and on saturday, I'm pooped from two all nighters

Anyways I'm hoping to buy this real soon!

hmm I can't wait they're like the size of an arm cost about 30 dollars though but totally worth it!

hmm so I have been a busy busy man!!!
things I have been doing lately
I've been working, now I have a legit job monday to friday 9 - 5 and after work I go straight to the gym, I get off at 8pm then I'm home chill for a bit then I go to sleep
so after 3 months of being off of n0 explode which was my pre work out drink I'm on cell mass


so I'm getting back into the serious work out now and my friend gave me a full tub of protien


and I have been logging all of my work outs like I did before, so I'm pretty stoked about it now it rules

and lately I've been listening to

better luck next time
park
all that remains
mest

and I have been volounteering at the boys and girls club, they're supposed to give me a job so if they do it'll be my weekend job, and I'm just starting to save up for mexico cause that's all I have been thinking about is to go there and start learning how to tattoo

but basically my life is pretty much busy lately, and I'm in a I don't give a fuck mood
time to sleep