getting back into the arts

I gotta learn to keep my fingers out of the way from my wide angle lense
sheesk oh well I guess I can crop that out
enjoy!

so basically my friend samantha rules
she sent me this

Oh man my brother let me borrow this movie, soo sad such a great movie
As a civil war hits Korea in 1950, two brothers are drafted into the army. The older one, Jin-Tae, is overprotective of his younger brother Jin-Seok trying to keep him alive, but the rigors of the war slowly wear them down, and the resentment and jealousy builds when the older brother becomes a war hero driving a wedge between the two of them.
The ending is pretty damn sad I recommend this movie to anyone, there are a lot of war movies out there, mostly amaricanized movies of how americans are generalized as the ones who are the heros and the opposing obviously the enemy. I like that this movie kinda stayed away from that.

Lately I have been watching movies by myself it's great I hated it before but now I can just sit there and watch a ton of movies. My friday was spent with a laptop on my stomach watching a movie

I have a job now it's permanent, I'm a custom broker, seems fancy to me. I got lucky and now I can start saving money, money for a lot of things that I need to accomplish. I bought a shutter release cable now I need a tripod I want to do the star streak photography, appearntly the best time to do that is in the winter, as well with the northern lights, it's amazing to see that I love it (probably the only thing I love about canada) so I hope to find someone to go and do this with out of the city.

Well this guy from regina came to winnipeg I was talking to him and we want to start a pop punk band, geeze me and graeme have wanted to start an effin pop punk band since hmm 2 years ago now.... we've been through so many people and no one ever stuck to it, last guy was a good guitar player but there's just a hug lack of committment in this city with music, I don't think there is one band that I am interested that comes from this city, it's lacking. ANyways I hope this goes somewhere not like before, dude seems like a nice guy. Anyways today I'm going to hang out with friends, it's been a week I need to see some people
peace out!

this year, well this year a lot of people have sold out (straight edge) one of my friends sold out and I don't really care if people do and it doesn't bother me in the least bit but when I found out that this one friend of mine did, I kinda got upset I don't know why, maybe it's because I really thought he would stand to it, but it's his life and not mine just weirded me out
I don't know how long I'll be doing this for, could be for a while, if any choice I did make I'd want my friends to respect me like always, and I know jay and adam are waiting for that day hahah
I just can't see myself doing it
oh welll that's just my little ramble

it snowed today and it was painful to watch, I really hate snow and I hate being cold, waking up in a cold room then trying to take a shower and shivering, then going outside your feet are cold and sometimes soggy from the snow melting through your shoes, cold wind gusting through your ears, rosey cheeks, getting sniffles, teeth clattering cause it's sooo cold!!! -48 degrees weather
AWWW I don't want this to be here I wish I lived in a warmer place
but there are things to look forward to I guess, gotta make light of bad things, hmm like going tobbaganing and umm I dunno snow ball fights... making snow men (not that I do that but I guess it's nice to see things like that around) winter flings... hot chocolate
shit like that I guess
I will take pictures this winter though, however I have been drawing and I stopped because I couldn't find my black prism pencil crayon and that gets used the most, I will go tomorrow to buy some art supplies and get back in the waggon on the art deal.
as well as get that custom broker job that I've been waiting for HAH
save money for my big trip to the eastern part of the country

the collection begins
and it's putting a ding on my wallet but I'm happy I love my new lense
it's radical, it's a 70-210mm zoom lense. Tomorrow I'm getting some work done but I may have to be a scrooge unless I get a deal which I highly doubt. Halloween is coming up and I haven't worked on my costume, I have to get on that I think it'll be great, I'm going to be a robot again haha I'll definately take pictures this time. Today I went and saw the protector

it was crazy so much fighitng and over the top I laughed and what not good movie, makes me want to own an elephant and beat the shit out of bad dudes :)
today was such a lazy day I felt very very useless hopefully tomorrow will be eventful. Thanksgiving will probably be spent with graeme and friends. I'm missing someone so much I don't know why I like talking to her she's amazing can't wait until we talk in person it's going to be the best thing ever

so my friend has a dark room and he taught me how to develope pictures
here's 3 with a sneak preview of the rest it may be too dark to see...
my monitor sucks but for those who have bighter contrast there you go
I think I may make more appearances at his dark room
this was all shot with a nikon macro 105mm 1:2 or 1:1