today sucks

Not much is happening when its blisterinh cold out
Also i'd like to post photos but cabt on this app so you'll read mind numbing text, almost feels like im twittering but with a lot more then a few words.

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Mobile Blogging from here.

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I went and saw suicidal tendencies on Thursday, they played with madball, show was amazing!
http://www.flickr.com/photos/xbrauliox/sets/72157611252324584/ (madball's set)

http://www.flickr.com/photos/xbrauliox/sets/72157611252298186/ (suicidal's set )

go check out the photos, I'm not too stoked on suicidal's photos but I don't care their set blew me away, the only thing that sucked was that they didn't play institutionalized but that's ok they played possessed to skate

good times

I got a cheap deck 8" so stoked! and every first sunday of the month we're renting this skatepark, I'm pretty happy about

I'm also growing out my hair, I need a change. I'm seeing suicidal tendencies with madball, what an awesome line up, I can't wait. I will have some photos of the show my only problem will be crossing the border


this is my buddy steve dude rules at skating, he's aggressive



again check out the flickr I upload photos there, it's on my link
more updates I lack a lot on this thing but only cause I update on my flickr

also I love this blog: http://skatepunkers.blogspot.com/

please check out my flick I have a ton of photos there
as far as updates go, I'm getting better at getting a grip on reality
i hope I can be 100% healed and not give a fuck anymore about caring

I got my lens finally and wow, this thing is amazing, by far my new favorite lens

it's smooth fast focus but man my only complaint is that it drains the battery quite fast, I'm going to have to buy a new battery for back up, and more flash cards I couldn't help myself I kept snapping away that I ran out of space real quick.

I decided to use my 35mm going out tomorrow in hopes to to get back into film I miss it a lot we'll see how it goes

for now I'm in love with this lens

well my ipod died, so I opted for a new one only to hear that there is word that apple is coming out with new ipods this sept.... this happened to me when I bought the broke ipod and when I bought my d200 nikon camera, technology can take a hike. My macbook is taking a beating and it's plastic is falling apart so I have to service it.... such a set back also have to buy an apple care plan which is 299
fucking christ sake

and I haven't gotten my lens yet...
anyways here's some good news, I'm back at it with my old chums WERD!

Well i got my iphone but no lens, jesus christ how long do I have to wait?!
I want it, so I can just stop dreaming about using it and actually have it in my hands... awww






well I'm annoyed by the high iso my d200 omits. So bad, I think I'm gonna save up for a d300 we'll see how things go, first I want that damn lens!!!!

Wow, I feel like such a clown, I have single handedly embarrassed myself so many times, I'm not as tough as I thought I was. The one thing that broke me down was a girl, I always thought I'd be the one to walk away but fuck I have been dragging this on and on. Things are looking up I think, life is like a stock meter, one day you're happy on top of the world and everything crumbles and there is no one to pick you up. As much as people say they've got friends to back you up, I mean don't get me wrong I love my friends but in this world you won't survive the way i have been acting. I'm not going to keep this vauge, this is about loosing someone I loved a lot and it tears me up inside that I can't do anything to save it.
Anyways enough of the bullshit emotions, shit is done over time to move on and grab my balls and walk away. I got an iphone today, this thing fucking rules HAHAHA hello money pit. I'm still waiting for my lens to come in I have been waiting for about 2 weeks maybe, it isn't much of a wait but man I want that thing in my hands!!! I hope it comes in tomorrow or I'm going to loose it haha.
I have tried to take more photos, I went for a walk the other day and I'm glad I did it check out my flickr on my link, I will host some photos but not all cause it takes such a long time to hot link these pictures so I'll give you a sample. Saw death before dishonor trapped under ice terror cool dudes chillin and ever green tarrace, man I'm glad hardcore is still alive here, such a great show, good turn out. I remember when death before dishonor came, they were here with agnostic front and I'm kicking myself for not going!!! so shitty that I missed it
anyways I'm gonna try and take some shots on saturday there is a skate comp going from what I'm told
here enjoy these

Haven't posted in a long time, I've been stuck in this awful rut, such a depressive state that I think I'm ready get back in to my camera and take some photos again, I've been talk and talking about the 70-200 2.8 vr lens a lot and I think I have caved in and I'm going to take a huge debt plunge. Well not a huge one but I'll be strapped for cash until the 1st of August I hope.
Besides being pathetic nothing is new, work is mediocre, gym progress is getting better I've been thinking about kinesiology a lot and I'm going to go to school for it, and do photography on the side, once I get my lenses together I'll start to make a portfolio and I'll get back into film again. I haven't used my film camera is so long.

anyways I'll leave you with this

I got a flickr account
http://www.flickr.com/photos/xbrauliox/
will host pictures from the site

in other news, broken hearts heal real slow

I hate blogger this contrast bullshit is making me sick, I'm upgrading to a better site

Gravemaker